Goodnight lullaby

Have i found you? Flightless bird...

[sweet goodnight lullaby - i'm falling in love with this song!]

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

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What Am I To You

What am I to you
Tell me darling true
To me you are the sea
Vast as you can be
And deep the shade of blue

When you're feeling low
To whom else do you go
See I cry if you hurt
I'd give you my last shirt
Because I love you so

If my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
I never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
I love you when you're blue
Tell me darlin true
What am I to you

Yah well if my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
Never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
Could you find a love in me
Could you carve me in a tree
Don't fill my heart with lies

I will you love when you're blue
Tell me darlin true
What am I to you
What am I to you
What am I to you

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Stay

Sound straight from the twilight
Has me up all night
I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow outside my window and it's you.

[Chorus]
All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay.

Making up a story
It's the way you're looking at me
If you think that this is funny, it's just you.

Try and think about it,
If you're heart is closed don't lock it,
Keep your keys back in your pocket,
Think this through.

[Chorus]

Please stay with me
Just stay with me
and I will take you to Foreverland
Just stay

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Only Hope...

Aku sangat jarang suka lelaki. I mean suka in term of jatuh hati or cinta. Maybe sebab aku seorang yg perfectionist so aku takut kehidupan percintaan lovey dovey yang aku selalu bayangkan tak akan terjadi. Lagipun aku dari kecil asyik dikelilingi oleh kaum Adam yang berperangai panas baran, suka gaduh, cepat kecil hati & perangai-perangai negatif yang lain, mematikan terus perasaan aku untuk mempunyai hubungan or komitmen dengan mana-mana lelaki.

(setelah difikir-fikir, perenggan ini terpaksa didelete atas sebab-sebab yang terlampau munasabah...huhu)

What to do? Biar saje la. Aku tak pernah mencari dan aku tak nak mencari. Aku teringat ada orang tanya sama ada cinta itu perlu dicari atau biarkan ia datang sendiri? Dan jawapan aku adalah:

Kalau rasa rajin dan memerlukan, pergi la mencari. Agak-agak rasa penat dah mencari tak berjumpa, rehat sekejap. Ambil udara fresh. Lepas tu sambung balik pencarian bila dah bersedia. Method untuk mencari banyak sangat dah sekarang ni. Tinggal nak atau tak nak saje. Bagi aku, yang tak mencari tu bukan malas walaupun mulut berkata malas. Sedar tak sedar sebenarnya diri sendiri belum bersedia untuk buka pintu hati kepada strangers out there. Dalam erti kata lain, belum bersedia berkongsi kehidupan dengan orang lain.

Itu kata-kata aku dulu (16/10/2009 – 12:44am). Sekarang pun aku macam tu. Cuma aku perasan perlahan-lahan Allah bukakan pintu hati aku untuk lihat bahawa ada lagi lelaki yang baik dalam dunia ni. Semoga Allah berikan yang terbaik untuk aku. InsyaAllah..Amin.

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